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| THAT TEST WAS SO HARD!
i don't have a great feelin bout it, but we'll find out tomorrow or saturday!
look out for an update!
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| 3 more days...counting down....til D-DAY!.....
THURSDAY, APRIL 20TH 9am!
Wow, I can't believe that these last 4 months have gone by. No way would I have thought that I would get this time to just relax, study, and just learning to serve, love and enjoy the church. But it all has to come to an end sometime right? It has been a restful but challenging semester.
This Thursday is going to be the last hump that I gotta get over in order to finally say goodbye to school, and academic things and move on to bigger and better things. If you do remember, please pray for me, more than just passing the test, just that I would trust God no matter what happens and just have faith that He knows what He's doing! : ) the greatest lesson of my life! : ) thanks!
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| So, today I finally found out why on the web it says that my eligibility is STILL pending to get my test date for my boards!
hahahahaha-----i'm a big DORK!!!
So, it's been 7 weeks since I sent my application in, and so I finally
started getting a little worried cuz it shouldnt' take this long. So I
called up the place where I sent my application to, and i realized that
every person I tlaked to was indian! hahaha (that was just a side
comment) and then they told me to call the michigan board of nusing to
see what was up with my paperwork.
So I called and they were like well it doesn't seem like ur in the system.....
that was wat my face looked like...then the woman was like ya, we'll
ahve to see if ur check was casheda nd on the other line i'm thinking,
hmmm wasn't my 200 dollar check cashed already, andt hens he was like
ya, if we didn't receive or cash ur 48 dollar check....and then i was
like....wait i'm confused, there was a 48 dollar check that i had to
send as well....????
UH OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i guess there was a SECOND application that ih ad to fill out for
just the state board of michigan nursing license so that they can
finally process my paperwork and say it was ok for me to take the
test...I HAD NO IDEA!!!! i feel like i'm always so clueless but it's
cuz i wasnt able to go to the NCLEX meeting at my school and friends
filled me in and I guess we missed that part, so i had no idea....
sometimes actually i'm thinking that it's God's grace cuz that gives me
more tiem to study, but then my job's been waiting, now for two weeks
for me tos tart, and now has to wait longer...then i continue to
wonder- ir eally hoep this doesn't mess things up for work, cuz it
kinda is my fault even though i didn't now bout it...if that makes
sense...
so- now if u have questiosn about when my exxam is or when i'll be
taking it, haaha here's ur answer! : ) and i get mroe time to study!
the craziness.....
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| so for the last two weeks i've been going through this weird insomnia
period- i dunno what it is but everytime i lay my head down my heart
begins to pound out of my chest and i just can't sleep at all or it
takes me a while. i hate that feeling of my heart pounding so i tend to
get up or shift positions ot see if it goe away. i remember when this
used to happen to me a lot during my fresh but especailly my sophomore
year...hahaha i used to send emals to my small gruop at like 5 in the
morning cuz i couldn't sleep and now look i have xanga to vent on!! : )
i guess i have a lot on my mind, but tis' weird cuz i don't feel like
i'm really "worried" about the things on my mind, i'm at this place
where i think i feel very lost in what to do next...but thena lso an
assurance that everything's gonna be alright....it's so weird cuz it's
been a LONG time since i've really felt as if i was walking with God,
but even in the midst of crazy decisions, and things happening in life,
i'm able to just be at peace amidst the restlessness of everything if
that makes sense....i dunno if it completely does...but i NEED TO
SLEEP! hahahaha------
but neways- so how was everyone's valentine's day? i had A GREAT time
with our small group girls===we had bible study at the mall- yes at the
mall which was great, and ten we had dinner at CPK which was soooo
gooooddd!! but i think the part i enjoyed most was just spending tiem
with them, chatting about girl things!! we were going back to really
looking into how God is the lover of our soul, and how Jesus calls
himself the bridegroom and desires to romance us....
one of the questions on the bible study was "what kinds of things romanced you as a girl"
these were the things that came to mind:
1. cards
(i think the way that i receive love is from words of affirmation, even
though i have a difficult time receiving it, i know that i'm loved when
ir eceive cards from people or little notes of encouragement, even when
God speaks to me through His word)
2. water- nething with an ocean, lake, waterfall, beaches these things always romance me
3. sunsets and sunrises- i would kill for these, but it' weird cuz i always realize how beautiful creation is when i see these things
oh and if water and sunsets/sunrises were combined all the better!!! : )
wat kinds of things "romance" you?
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| So, I was supposed to start work this past Monday, but God has
overwhelmingly blessed me with a couple more weeks off, maybe more or
less.... i haven't gotten my date to take my boards yet...God's grace!!
so i have more time to attempt to study!
I feel like I should be studying a lot more, even as I'm speaking at
this moment, I think it's hard without having that end goal of a date
in mind, i don't feel pressure. but it was funny cuz I know God knows
that I am not even close to being ready for this test (so those of you
reading this NEED to please keep me accountable to study) today
my mom calle dme and told me the same thing...she's like i don't think
it's a coincidence that u accidentally sent in a personal check instead
of a cashier's check when u sent ur paperwork in, so that's why my
paperwork got processed a lot later than everyone else's...it's almost
as if God 1. knew that i needed some time off before i started working,
i think i'm more nervous than excited to start.... 2. knew that i
probably wasn't gonna be motivated to study and knew i needed some more
time so that God-willing i won't have to take this crazy test more t
han once! and my mom of course as she was praying and asking God,
confirmed taht for me today. i am totally NOT complaing that i have
more time off, i'm realy enjoying it, but for thr est of the time i
really have to study, so everyone's gotta make sure taht i do that
PLEASE!!!!
speaking of which i gotta get bak to it, just takin a li'l break! 
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